Penny: Librarian Fantasy Sex Doll – Not What I Expected (But Maybe That’s the Point)

The Box Arrives.

Huh.

It’s weird, how you can order something as outrageous as a “librarian fantasy sex doll” and then when the box shows up it just… sits there. Plain, blank, not even a hint of what’s inside. Discreet packaging is no joke—if you’re worried about nosy neighbors or delivery guys giving you side-eye, don’t be. This thing looked like it could’ve been a lamp or a set of weights or honestly anything except what it actually was. Three weeks felt long—processing plus shipping—but when it landed on my porch, I almost forgot what I’d ordered.

Unboxing Penny: Details Everywhere

First impression? Heavy. Not back-breaking but heavier than expected—84 pounds isn’t nothing when you’re wrestling cardboard and foam in your hallway. When they say she’s 5 feet 2 inches (or 159 cm if that matters to you), they mean it; she takes up real space in a room, not some tiny toy version of a person.

And then there’s her build: skinny but athletic, almost like someone who runs marathons for fun (I don’t get those people). C-cup chest that looks pretty natural—not cartoonish—and red hair that actually feels soft-ish for synthetic stuff. There’s something quietly impressive about how much detail goes into these absolute sex dolls… especially if you’ve only ever seen the cheap ones online.

Movable Joints & That Steel Skeleton Thing

Here’s where my skepticism really kicked in: movable joints? “Steel skeleton”? Sounds like marketing fluff until you try posing her arms and legs and realize, oh right—she holds position exactly where you put her. It doesn’t feel fragile either; everything clicks into place with this satisfying resistance.

There are moments where it still feels uncanny—a doll shouldn’t bend this way—but maybe that’s part of the appeal for some people? Or maybe I’m overthinking it because I’ve never owned anything like this before.

About Those Measurements (Because Apparently People Care)

If numbers matter to you—and judging by forums, they do—the stats are all here:

• Height: 5’3” (they say 5’2” sometimes but whatever)
• Weight: 84 lbs
• Bust: 32.7”
• Waist: 20.7”
• Hips: 35.8”

What surprised me more was the hole depth info being so precise (vagina is 7.1”, anus is 6.7”, mouth is just under six inches). Maybe too much information? But if someone needs those details for reasons—I guess now you know.

Quietly Impressed By TPE Skin

I’ll admit—I thought TPE would feel rubbery or fake but Penny’s skin has this odd realism to it; warm after a few minutes out of the box and just slightly yielding under pressure. Not quite human but closer than I expected from any wm doll or similar brand.

There are seams if you look hard enough, sure—but unless you’re scrutinizing every inch under harsh light, they fade away fast enough during use (or even just sitting next to her on your bed).

Functionality vs Fantasy

oral options all possible—it says so everywhere—but honestly most people probably stick to one or two favorites anyway. The mouth opening feels small at first glance (just under six inches deep) but works fine in practice unless… well, unless size is an issue for other reasons.

The librarian fantasy angle is subtle; glasses help sell the vibe if that matters to you, though nothing stops anyone from swapping outfits or wigs later on if redhead isn’t your thing after all.

Shipping & Waiting Games

Three weeks wasn’t fast but also wasn’t unbearable; free international shipping helps soften the blow of waiting around checking tracking updates every morning before work like some kind of weirdo waiting for Christmas morning at age thirty-whatever.

No customs drama either—at least not in my case—which was honestly one less headache than expected with something described as an “absolute sex doll.”

A Tangent About Maintenance

One thing nobody seems to mention until after purchase—you need to clean these things regularly and carefully if you want them to last longer than a month or two without issues cropping up (odor, staining... yeah). Water-based lube only too—a lesson learned quickly after reading horror stories online about ruined TPE skin from using oil-based stuff accidentally.

Weirdly enough, cleaning became its own ritual after awhile—almost meditative in a way that makes no sense until you've done it yourself late at night while half-watching YouTube videos about car detailing techniques because apparently that's transferable knowledge now?

Is Penny Worth It?

Not sure there’s ever going to be a universal answer here since everyone comes at this with different expectations—or hangups—or curiosity levels they’ll never admit out loud even anonymously online. For me? She surprised me more often than she disappointed me which… hmm, maybe isn’t exactly high praise but also isn’t damning either.

Penny won’t replace real intimacy obviously—but she does fill silence better than empty sheets do sometimes on nights when sleep won’t come easy and reality feels too sharp around the edges—

Anyway—I keep thinking about how strange it is that something designed purely for fantasy can feel oddly grounding sometimes when life gets too abstract or lonely—

Guess that's where I'll leave it hanging for now.